At a time when you feel like you have no hope, there will be a small series of events which will enable you to hope. Follow these. Search for hope. It will surely come and then you can move on into faith. At this point events will begin to happen if you do not give up. I know it has been a long time coming to this feeling of no hope. Trust Me
Isaiah 41:10 (ESV) “fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”